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Dream Come True!
Posted March 27th 2009 at 07:44 PM by Care-o-Bear
So yesterday was an interesting day. Heard from Tyler at about 11:30. He said he hadn't slept well but he was not in too much pain from his surgery. And he hasn't complained much. We were saying just light-hearted, sweet stuff to each other, kinda being flirty.
Then randomly, my mom decided to take my brother and I to the beach, which is about 1 hour and ½ from our house for the night and the next day (today).
Well Tyler and I were still talking it ended up with him saying he wanted to see me naked (he’s seen me topless but not bottomless). And I was saying I wasn’t so sure. What if he thought I was ugly or look weird down there. He spent the majority of the day trying to convince me that he was absolutely positive he would think I look amazing.
I told him I’ve seen my body, he hasn’t and so he wouldn’t know. I kept saying that I know I’m ugly in that area and he’ll probably think the same. At one point he said he was pretty sure I was crying (I wasn’t just because I was in a public place but I almost was) and he thought that he might, too. I apologized but didn’t really back off my persistance that he’d probably think I’m ugly. He told me a few times that I am his dream girl and perfect in his eyes.
Well, eventually he gave in a little and said if I am ugly, he’ll still love me the same, which I knew but was still a little worried what he’d think after he saw me down there. He sent me a picture of his privates and said he thought he was ugly too and to just send him a picture (he promised to delete it as soon as he saw it) and get this over with so I could feel better. I was nervous about doing so and he kept reassuring me that everything would be ok. Eventually, I did and he said I look amazing. I told him he’d say that anyway, but he said No! and that I’m so beautiful, everywhere. He said he loves me just as much, plus more for overcoming my fear of showing him. He told me earlier why he almost cried was that I was and still am being too hard on myself and that hurts him. I felt so much better. Then he said I can’t be his dream girl because I came true and he loves me sooooo much! Then the last thing he said before he went to bed was that I am his dream come true.
Hard day yesterday, but it ended amazingly and I love Tyler even more than I ever have before!
Then randomly, my mom decided to take my brother and I to the beach, which is about 1 hour and ½ from our house for the night and the next day (today).
Well Tyler and I were still talking it ended up with him saying he wanted to see me naked (he’s seen me topless but not bottomless). And I was saying I wasn’t so sure. What if he thought I was ugly or look weird down there. He spent the majority of the day trying to convince me that he was absolutely positive he would think I look amazing.
I told him I’ve seen my body, he hasn’t and so he wouldn’t know. I kept saying that I know I’m ugly in that area and he’ll probably think the same. At one point he said he was pretty sure I was crying (I wasn’t just because I was in a public place but I almost was) and he thought that he might, too. I apologized but didn’t really back off my persistance that he’d probably think I’m ugly. He told me a few times that I am his dream girl and perfect in his eyes.
Well, eventually he gave in a little and said if I am ugly, he’ll still love me the same, which I knew but was still a little worried what he’d think after he saw me down there. He sent me a picture of his privates and said he thought he was ugly too and to just send him a picture (he promised to delete it as soon as he saw it) and get this over with so I could feel better. I was nervous about doing so and he kept reassuring me that everything would be ok. Eventually, I did and he said I look amazing. I told him he’d say that anyway, but he said No! and that I’m so beautiful, everywhere. He said he loves me just as much, plus more for overcoming my fear of showing him. He told me earlier why he almost cried was that I was and still am being too hard on myself and that hurts him. I felt so much better. Then he said I can’t be his dream girl because I came true and he loves me sooooo much! Then the last thing he said before he went to bed was that I am his dream come true.
Hard day yesterday, but it ended amazingly and I love Tyler even more than I ever have before!
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Id watch that. He sounds like he's brainwashing you to get more from you.
Please dont attack me thinking im not trying to help you, but be careful ok?Posted March 29th 2009 at 10:42 PM by hott6pac
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Actually, he's perfectly ok with what I want to do. He wants me to do what seems right for me. If I say I don't want to do something, we don't do it. I know you're trying to help, thank you. But I know I've got this under control. He just wants me to be happy and to do what's best for me.Posted April 4th 2009 at 08:36 PM by Care-o-Bear
