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:D I Love Him <3
I never thought I'd feel this way about someone...well, I did but I didn't imagine it would be so wonderful! I feel like I am so incredibly lucky to have such a fantastic, amazing boyfriend. Ever since we started going out I've thought this, but now even more. So I just had one of the best trips of my life. We went to a city 6 hours from my school to see 3 plays. We were there for 2 days. This is how everything went:
Tyler and I got to sit together on the way there, tried to sleep but it wasn't all that comfortable and there were a bunch of loud people on the bus. I didn't really get any sleep, he got a little. Didn't get to do much kissing either but it was still nice to be with him. At the 1st and 2nd plays we got to sit together, held hands basically the whole time. During free time, we walked around, holding hands, got a few minutes of kissing in. That night, I went to his room at the hotel and laid on the bed with him. His roommate was in the room so we mostly just cuddled but he asked if we could be alone for a minute when it was time for me to go back to my room. We then texted till about 2 am and made plans for the next morning.
I then got up at 7, brought some clothes, headed up to his room, laid in bed with him for a while. This is where the amazing part starts to come in. So I have a thread about my newly discovered real and mysterious fear of sex. Well, he grabbed my breast and then said something about my fear. Mostly it was starting to think about it but I got all serious and sad and I guess I looked like I was crying, which I could feel sorta but I didn't have tears at all or anything. He was so incredibly sweet about it. He hugged me, kept asking if I was ok, then when it was time to go to breakfast, I was sitting on the ground tying my shoes and just stopped and put my head on my knees. So he came over, sad down, tied my shoe for me, then just sat with me. Eventually I was ok. Then we spent the afternoon together, went to another play and a workshop, sat together at the play, mostly separated at the workshop but still had lots of fun. On the bus home, we slept for a while. His friend got a really cute pic of us and she sent it to his phone and mine. But then, I don't even remember why I got upset, but the same thing happened as in the morning. Then, out of the blue, i really started crying, like tears running down my face. He was so great, just rubbed my back, hugged me, talked to me, kissed my forehead the whole time and then tried to make me smile. He also played me a song for me on his iPod. Finally, when he got me to smile and be happy again, he was smiley too and kept kissing me and we got to make out for quite a while on the bus when it got dark.
We've been texted and he's been so reassuring about it. No matter how many times I appologize, he always says "it's fine!" and sometimes adds more about wanting to be there for me or he loves me or wanting to help me or making me feel better. Anyway, he said "I can tell now that I need to slow down for you. And I will because I love you so much"
How much greater can they come? I love him!
Tyler and I got to sit together on the way there, tried to sleep but it wasn't all that comfortable and there were a bunch of loud people on the bus. I didn't really get any sleep, he got a little. Didn't get to do much kissing either but it was still nice to be with him. At the 1st and 2nd plays we got to sit together, held hands basically the whole time. During free time, we walked around, holding hands, got a few minutes of kissing in. That night, I went to his room at the hotel and laid on the bed with him. His roommate was in the room so we mostly just cuddled but he asked if we could be alone for a minute when it was time for me to go back to my room. We then texted till about 2 am and made plans for the next morning.
I then got up at 7, brought some clothes, headed up to his room, laid in bed with him for a while. This is where the amazing part starts to come in. So I have a thread about my newly discovered real and mysterious fear of sex. Well, he grabbed my breast and then said something about my fear. Mostly it was starting to think about it but I got all serious and sad and I guess I looked like I was crying, which I could feel sorta but I didn't have tears at all or anything. He was so incredibly sweet about it. He hugged me, kept asking if I was ok, then when it was time to go to breakfast, I was sitting on the ground tying my shoes and just stopped and put my head on my knees. So he came over, sad down, tied my shoe for me, then just sat with me. Eventually I was ok. Then we spent the afternoon together, went to another play and a workshop, sat together at the play, mostly separated at the workshop but still had lots of fun. On the bus home, we slept for a while. His friend got a really cute pic of us and she sent it to his phone and mine. But then, I don't even remember why I got upset, but the same thing happened as in the morning. Then, out of the blue, i really started crying, like tears running down my face. He was so great, just rubbed my back, hugged me, talked to me, kissed my forehead the whole time and then tried to make me smile. He also played me a song for me on his iPod. Finally, when he got me to smile and be happy again, he was smiley too and kept kissing me and we got to make out for quite a while on the bus when it got dark.
We've been texted and he's been so reassuring about it. No matter how many times I appologize, he always says "it's fine!" and sometimes adds more about wanting to be there for me or he loves me or wanting to help me or making me feel better. Anyway, he said "I can tell now that I need to slow down for you. And I will because I love you so much"
How much greater can they come? I love him!
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