I'm at a good place about my sexuality right now. I can't think about it too much or I do get worried and upset. So I'm trying not to think about it. For my own sake, I think I'm gonna stay out of the LGBT forum for a while. And try not to think about it too much because it doesn't matter right now.

To Catie (a girl who sits at the lunch table with Tyler and I that said "Woah, it actually talked!" when I was having a conversation with Tyler's friend Meg, a really nice girl):
You are a total bitch. Seriously. I have a name. I'm not just "Tyler's girlfriend." I'm a she, not an "it." What you said to me the other day was the meanest thing I've heard in a long, long time. So what if I don't talk much? I am me and a fairly quiet person. Not everyone can be loud...

Tyler and I had a fight earlier over google chat. I think mostly we were misunderstanding what the other wanted to talk about. So I ended up crying and feeling like he didn't care (in the end I realized I wasn't really specifying what I wanted to go back and talk about). So I was upset and we were arguing over some little, unimportant thing which I thought was his fault and he thought was mine. In reality we were both trying not to argue about it and to talk about what we wanted to, but both of...

Just a quick, cute story. Tyler and I sat in the back of the movie theater his dad and bro went to with us. I was leaning against his left side and when we got home, he said that side of his jacket smelled like me. So he asked me to wear his jacket for a couple days. I thought that's really cute and sweet and romantic. The thing is, too, that I don't wear perfume or body spray or anything. The only scent other than my natural one would be possibly my shampoo but I doubt that cause it doesn't...

Wrote this yesterday:
Today, it's been 3 months since Tyler asked me out. We could be at about 3 1/2 months, but we were both so shy about telling each other we liked the other person. But either way, I love my boyfriend so much. I think about him literally all the time and hate when I'm not seeing, talking to him, or texting him.
He's so supportive. Last night I had a tough night. I was at the mall with my friend, but texting him. He said he was gonna go play airsoft with his neighbors,...

Tyler and I have had to agree that we aren't going to have sex this year.
On Tuesday night, in the car my mom talked to me about sex. She'd always thought I was waiting till I'm married to have sex because I used to be so articulate about that. Now, I've said that I'd like to live with someone before marraige and she was beginning to think that Tyler was pressuring me into doing things, like touching, that I didn't want to do. The thing is, he's not pressuring me. He knows that I have to...

So yesterday was an interesting day. Heard from Tyler at about 11:30. He said he hadn't slept well but he was not in too much pain from his surgery. And he hasn't complained much. We were saying just light-hearted, sweet stuff to each other, kinda being flirty.
Then randomly, my mom decided to take my brother and I to the beach, which is about 1 hour and ½ from our house for the night and the next day (today).
Well Tyler and I were still talking it ended up with him saying he wanted...

I never thought I'd feel this way about someone...well, I did but I didn't imagine it would be so wonderful! I feel like I am so incredibly lucky to have such a fantastic, amazing boyfriend. Ever since we started going out I've thought this, but now even more. So I just had one of the best trips of my life. We went to a city 6 hours from my school to see 3 plays. We were there for 2 days. This is how everything went:
Tyler and I got to sit together on the way there, tried to sleep but it wasn't...

Already made a thread about this, but I'm feeling so good right now, gotta make a blog too:
Well, I've said before to my bf that I love him, always after he says it first. Still, I didn't used to be sure I loved him. We've said it in person a few times, but mainly over text. Today, when my mom was driving me to school, I was texting him and outloud I was like "I love him" with a grin on my face (like usual, lol). And she said she thinks I really do love him. When I asked why, she...

So apparently my bf's good friend thinks I really don't like her. Which is not really true. I'm not that wild about her only because she didn't seem to like me too much or really give me a chance. But I don't think she's mean. She seemed pretty nice and funny when I met her before.
But obviously my shyness around people I first meet has come off to her as me not liking is. My bf asked me if I don't like her and I told him I don't really know her. He said that that's what he said but that she...