ARE YOU KIDDING ME !!??

.x.random call.x.
"hello"
.......
"idk imma go."
"wht why?"
"idk its just different talking to you."
"umm wht do you mean?"
"Raeanne you know wht i mean"
"umm no i dont?"
....
"WHTEVER you know wht.? i gtg bye"
.x.hung up.x
you know wht.!? if it so fuken different talking dont fuken call out of no where like really.? i understand i broke up with him but i didnt want to he made me! its mostly his fault i did it in the first place come on ! its like i was the only one in the relationship. i had to end it ! yes i wanted to be with him and not saying i still dont but how could i forgive him after all that has happened! he didnt even care. i left him and he wouldnt even talk to me. i understand he didnt wanna talk but at the time, we kinda needed to. now all of a sudden he wants to talk again and be friend FUUKKK HHIIIMMM!! i dont want to his chance is over DONE !! UURRGG!! this urge is winning !! its like every one is cheering "YES !! KEEP CUTTING !! THATS ALL YOUR GOOD FOR !!!!!!!!!!"