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Hardest Year of My Life

Posted November 15th 2012 at 04:39 PM by BrIgHtEsTfLaMe

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This year has been really hard for me. My dad is really hard on me and he didn't seem to care. I did start cutting and so did my friends. My friends were in this love triangle and I got pulled into it, not wanting to. My dad wanted this perfect daughter that I couldn't be. It felt like he didn't love or care about me. I did think about killing myself. Every time I thought about it, I had to think about what others would think. I still have no idea what kept me here or why I am still here. Then a couple weeks ago I finally couldn't take it anymore, when my dad yelled at my mom for trying to protect me, I yelled and screamed everything that I have always wanted to say but never got the chance. I glad that he finally heard what I had to say. Thank you for reading this. It means a lot to me.

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1. 	I'm sorry things have been rough for you. I really hope things are starting to look up! Keep smiling
   	Posted November 16th 2012 at 01:46 PM by Palmolive

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