This year has been really hard for me. My dad is really hard on me and he didn't seem to care. I did start cutting and so did my friends. My friends were in this love triangle and I got pulled into it, not wanting to. My dad wanted this perfect daughter that I couldn't be. It felt like he didn't love or care about me. I did think about killing myself. Every time I thought about it, I had to think about what others would think. I still have no idea what kept me here or why I am still here. Then a...