Just thinking...

How many times do you say that you are going to do something and never do it? I know I do it a lot. There is just so much to be done. Most of these things I have to skip out on are social gatherings, friends events, and other fun things because of work and school related things. I wish that one day i'll be able to look back and smile on everything i've done instead of say, "I worked my whole life and got really successful." Well, to tell the world the truth, I would rather find the person of my dreams, have an amazing family, and live a healthy and happy life than work work work and become some rich deceiving tycoon. I think that I want to fly, not soar, not fall, just fly. Because even if you just fly, you still accomplished the impossible. I hope you all will know that becoming something that you want to be is NOT bad, if you aspire to become a rich wealthy person, will all of my happiness go and become that. But for some reason, money and success doesnt make me happy, what really makes me happy is seeing others happy, seeing the world unfold into small melodies of hope. If only this world was fair and gave EVERYONE an equal chance at this happiness and success. Its a life choice. But then there are the people who have it all. Wealthy, happy, healthy, everything you could imagine, they give back to this world, they give me hope. Hope that no matter how small or how big you are in the community and this world, you will always have a chance here. In your heart. You will alway have the hope you need, you just have to find it. I still havent found my own. But you know, all you can do it go through life the way a higher power or if you dont believe in a higher power, than that is just the way life is. Live in the moment, stop and smell the roses even if you are allergic (NOT DEATHLY ALLERGIC, IF YOU ARE DO NOT AND I REPEAT DO NOT SMELL THEM) just ultimately be you. Find your niche. Have a great life everyone who reads. Let the undying love fill your hearts. <3 Hope prevails.