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Loud Silence

Posted April 6th 2013 at 09:32 AM by BlackRose24

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I'm at the point where silence is loud. And so is darkness. But sometimes, even when i'm listening to music or watching a video, it's too quiet. If that makes sense. Maybe, i've just been in this room too long. And right now, i'm exhausted and want to go to sleep but i don't want to go to bed because i don't want to wake up. And that scares me. But it also sounds nice...To sleep forever. But then, i'd miss out on living. I don't want to die. I just want to sleep till this time of my life is over. Till the emptiness is gone. Till i'm free of this hell hole that i call "home". No. It's not my home. It's a stopping point. I have no home. It's just a prison.

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