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Best Friends Forever
Posted May 17th 2011 at 12:30 AM by Ashes2493
Today was a tough day. I really don't want to be the blogger who just blogs about what happened each and every day of their life, but today I just needed to vent.
Well, I guess my day started to head south during my first class of the day. My friend, L, I'll call her was talking to me. Complaining, I should say, about her life. She said that she wants a new car, but her dad won't buy her one. Sounds harmless, huh. Her car is only 3 years old......and it's a Camero!!! Really?! My car is older than I am and I love it to death! The only reason she wants a new car is because it's not the color she wants! Then she started saying that she's depressed about her life and that her life sucks, because of her car dilemma. L, I love you to death, but I have to say you don't know anything about depression and your life sucking. She's rich and gets whatever she wants, she's dating the hottest guy in school, going to an AMAZING college, and she has an fantastic and new car. Seriously, I would kill for your life.
Probably the worst part of my day, was when I found out that my best friend from birth, B, was cutting again. She was doing SOO good. She was on three years free and then she did this. It broke my heart really. I asked her why, and she told me that it was because she was so stressed out from college, finals, and graduation. She was also worried that she would never see me again after graduation. That part cut the deepest for me. I never thought about that. I had been saying all this time that I couldn't wait for graduation and moving out. I never thought that it would hurt her to be hearing these things. So wrote her a note in class and when she read it she hung it in her locker. She said, "I'll hang this in my dorm room and I know we'll be friends till the day we die!" She said the last part in the goofy voice we always laugh at.
Well, I guess my day started to head south during my first class of the day. My friend, L, I'll call her was talking to me. Complaining, I should say, about her life. She said that she wants a new car, but her dad won't buy her one. Sounds harmless, huh. Her car is only 3 years old......and it's a Camero!!! Really?! My car is older than I am and I love it to death! The only reason she wants a new car is because it's not the color she wants! Then she started saying that she's depressed about her life and that her life sucks, because of her car dilemma. L, I love you to death, but I have to say you don't know anything about depression and your life sucking. She's rich and gets whatever she wants, she's dating the hottest guy in school, going to an AMAZING college, and she has an fantastic and new car. Seriously, I would kill for your life.
Probably the worst part of my day, was when I found out that my best friend from birth, B, was cutting again. She was doing SOO good. She was on three years free and then she did this. It broke my heart really. I asked her why, and she told me that it was because she was so stressed out from college, finals, and graduation. She was also worried that she would never see me again after graduation. That part cut the deepest for me. I never thought about that. I had been saying all this time that I couldn't wait for graduation and moving out. I never thought that it would hurt her to be hearing these things. So wrote her a note in class and when she read it she hung it in her locker. She said, "I'll hang this in my dorm room and I know we'll be friends till the day we die!" She said the last part in the goofy voice we always laugh at.
In the note I wrote:
"There is no reason to worry, B. We've been best friends since before we could remember and graduation and college isn't going to change that. We got these partner tattoos for reason. Remember what I said? I said, 'These tattoos mean that we may take different paths in life, that will lead us our separate ways, but no matter what we will be friends'. Love ya with all my heart my soul sister!
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"There is no reason to worry, B. We've been best friends since before we could remember and graduation and college isn't going to change that. We got these partner tattoos for reason. Remember what I said? I said, 'These tattoos mean that we may take different paths in life, that will lead us our separate ways, but no matter what we will be friends'. Love ya with all my heart my soul sister!
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