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Secrets

Posted December 28th 2011 at 10:53 PM by Anatidaephobia

I came close to spilling everything to ___ tonight. Then I remembered what's the point? She hates me. Everyone hates me.

I have so many secrets and they're destroyng me. I'm not in control anymore. This isn't me.

I want to kill myself. I don't deserve to be happy or even to be alive.

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I never thought I'd end up like this. Trig

Posted December 28th 2011 at 12:21 AM by Anatidaephobia

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I'm fine

Posted December 26th 2011 at 11:13 PM by Anatidaephobia

I don't want to be alive anymore.

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Merry christmas to all you all (:

Posted December 25th 2011 at 06:21 AM by Anatidaephobia

Merry christmas to all you amazing people (:
I hope you have an amazing day and everything goes ok.
Have fun today and I hope you all get what you want (:
Take care <3

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It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside Trig

Posted December 24th 2011 at 07:25 PM by Anatidaephobia

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I don't think I'll ever be ok with it Trig

Posted December 23rd 2011 at 08:10 PM by Anatidaephobia
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I'm ok

Posted December 22nd 2011 at 10:51 PM by Anatidaephobia

Im sick of pretending everything's fine. I'm not ok. Infact I'm as far from ok as I could possibly be. There I said it, happy now?

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(8) Eating a carrot, carrot, carrot slice (8) Trig

Posted December 22nd 2011 at 12:38 AM by Anatidaephobia

Ok so the blog title's a little different. Basically my Friend S made it up as a Paradoy to Coldplay's Paradise

I've had some funny convos today and they've put a smile on my face. This is the first time I've actually felt like I've got friends at my new school...just before I leave (I only have 5 months leftish (

But at least I won't spend every lunch time on my own crying and cutting. Better late than never

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Is this all that there is? Trig

Posted December 20th 2011 at 11:04 PM by Anatidaephobia

I remember it clearly. I wish I'd never have gone to my psychology teacher now. She was right. I don't deserve to go to uni. Why should she predict me grades I can't possibly achieve? I was 5 marks off a B I should have just accepted that was It she basically told me I wasn't good enough. The worst part is I knew she was right. I didn't tell her my reason. I was crying my eyes out afterwards. My friend tried...

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I'm all alone when I blow out my lamp.

Posted December 13th 2011 at 06:34 PM by Anatidaephobia

You never really know what anyone's hiding...

Typed out a huge blog but I didn't really want anyone to see it. So I deleted it. I just don't see the point anymore. Everything seems so hard. At least I know I'm not important now.
Anyway, I've decided there's no point in these blogs it's not fair to write theis pointless crap out. I can do this on my own. Always have done.

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