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Ignore this. You shouldn't bother with me anyway I'm a worthless horrible person
Posted April 26th 2012 at 08:25 PM by Anatidaephobia
I'm so tired of initiating conversations. I'm through with trying. What's the point? My "friends" don't bother with me they make pathetic excuses just to avoid spending time with me. *I just don't understand what's so wrong with me. I try to be polite. I never ever let anyone know I'm struggling. I listen and try to talk to people yet no one has time for me. I wish I knew why but all I know is I'm not going to bother anymore. What's the point in mindless talk when it just gets thrown back in your face.*
I'll just do this on my own. Carry on destroying myself. I don't want to be alive anymore. No one would notice or care if I disappeared.*
It just hurts and I've never felt more alone than I do now. It's my fault though I know that. I've pushed everyone away. I'm the horrible unlovable mess. I don't know what to do anymore. Today should be a good day but no I've spent all day fighting back the tears instead.*
I can't keep doing this. It's killing me and I can't take much more.*
I'm sorry. I'm just been selfish just ignore this and pretend I don't exist.
I'll just do this on my own. Carry on destroying myself. I don't want to be alive anymore. No one would notice or care if I disappeared.*
It just hurts and I've never felt more alone than I do now. It's my fault though I know that. I've pushed everyone away. I'm the horrible unlovable mess. I don't know what to do anymore. Today should be a good day but no I've spent all day fighting back the tears instead.*
I can't keep doing this. It's killing me and I can't take much more.*
I'm sorry. I'm just been selfish just ignore this and pretend I don't exist.
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I just want you to know Emma, that I love you, I do. And that I am always here. You are my friend and I'd do anything that I can to help you. You're not alone in this and you're more than welcome to talk to me anytime. Just come to me if you need me, okay? I love you lot's xxPosted April 26th 2012 at 08:55 PM by Palmolive
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Them 'friends' who don't bother with you are not friends are they sweetheart. Even if there's one person in the world who genuinely wants to know you're okay and cares, then that's what you should care about. You don't need to waste your time thinking about the idiots who don't care. It's not worth it sweetie. I love you so so much, and will never ever leave you. No matter what happens, I will always always be here for you.
As Jess said you really are not alone. Really sweetheart you're not. I'm here and Jess is here, what more could you need?
Love you. Keep fighting this darling, you're gonna get to a better place once this is over, all of us are <3Posted April 26th 2012 at 09:01 PM by x_sepi_x
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I would care, I really would care. You are not alone, you can do this, you really really can do this, you know where I am if you need me.Posted April 26th 2012 at 10:12 PM by WhisperingSilence
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I would definitely care! I would notice. I love you sweetie. Im here if you need to talk. Keep your head up.
Posted April 27th 2012 at 05:06 AM by Lumos.
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I know we don't talk often, but I do care about you. Maybe someday I'll start a conversation with you.
It's okay to let people know you're hurting. There's nothing wrong with that. People want to help. <3Posted April 27th 2012 at 07:49 AM by Storyteller.
