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I wish I never existed

Posted April 19th 2012 at 06:53 PM by Anatidaephobia

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The worst feeling in the world is when you reach out to someone and get ignored.*
I really don't think I can take much longer. My head is screaming at me.*
I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. I need you so badly but I can't be rejected again do I guess I just have to keep pretending. Keep reliving everything. Keep struggling alone.*
I hurt all over but that's nothing compared to the things going on in my head.
I wish I was strong. I wish I could reach out to you but I don't know how so I'll just pretend I'm fine and carry on secretly destroying myself.
I just want a hug and someone to tell me it'll all be ok. Even if I won't.*
I don't know how to get back out of this again. I've never been this low before.

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1. 	You can reach out to me any time, gorgeous <3
   	Posted April 19th 2012 at 07:04 PM by blumemusik♫

2. 	Emma, If you need to talk, you know where I am. I'd always talk to you, even if it's just a general chat to keep you distracted for a bit. Just keep going gorgeous, you can get through this. I love you lots. xxxx
   	Posted April 19th 2012 at 07:26 PM by Unknown10

3. 	Things can and will get better, you can do this, you really really can do this, You know where I am if you need me, don't give up.
   	Posted April 19th 2012 at 08:13 PM by WhisperingSilence

4. 	PM me if you need to chat sweet girl. I care. <3
   	Posted April 19th 2012 at 08:33 PM by Stargazed.

5. 	You don't have to be alone, we all care so much sweetheart. Im here if you want to talk. Love you.
   	Posted April 20th 2012 at 02:03 AM by Lumos.

6. 	You're not alone sweetheart. I love you so so much and wish I could be there for you in person. My phone is always on if you need to text or call. Im here for you darling. Don't you give up. x x x
   	Posted April 22nd 2012 at 10:51 PM by x_sepi_x

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