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I'll never forget you i'm sorry I let you down *Trig*

Posted January 23rd 2012 at 09:52 PM by Anatidaephobia

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It's been a year. It only feels like yesterday. I miss you so much Sophie. You were amazing. I'm sorry that I wasnt there for you. You deserved so much better. I wish that you were still here. You were so young. I'll never forget you or what you did for me. You still mean the world to me. I just wish I could have done something. Then maybe you'd still be here today.

I'm so tired of never been good enough. I have pushed everyone away and I know people are mad at me right now. I'm sorry and I wish that I wasn't this selfish and messed up. I wish we still talked like we used to and I wish that you can forgive me. I know I'm horrible, selfish and insecure. I know I don't deserve you or anyone else but I care about you and I miss how things were. You know who you are if you are reading this. I can only apologise. I wouldn't blame you if you hate me though. I guess everyone hates me really. I'm a horrible person. I'm sorry.

I need you more than ever. Please don't leave me?

I just want today to be over now. *sigh* I just need a hug and someone to tell me it will be ok. Even though it won't.

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1. 	Sweetie you aren't a horrible person. Your not selfish,or messed up. You haven't pushed me away. I won't let you. You an do this Emma. I know you can. I love you. Hope you are ok. <3 Im here if you need.
   	Posted January 24th 2012 at 12:32 AM by Lumos.

2. 	Im sitting here at work, so this will be short and seet. But Emma, darling, you can't put things on yourself like that. It's not fair to you and you don't deserve It. I happen to think you're quite amazing. And soooo deserving of happiness. If you need me, come finde me. <3
   	Posted January 24th 2012 at 12:59 AM by Just Peachy.

3. 	you are not a horrible person, and you are not selfish. I don't hate you. keep going and keep fighting you can do this, you know where i am if you need me.
   	Posted January 24th 2012 at 02:30 PM by WhisperingSilence

4. 	Emma, you're not horrible nor are you selfish. You don't deserve the way you feel at all. Keep going my lovely. In two weeks we'll be chilling and having fun. FOUR whole days I spend with you, and I'm so lucky! Look forward to the future darling. You definately deserve everything good. I love you. Keep going, you're strong my darling. xxxx
   	Posted January 29th 2012 at 06:17 PM by Unknown10

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