I just don't get it? *Trig*
Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:17 PM by Anatidaephobia
Should never have sent that text. Should never have said anything to her. Said to much. She hates me now. Well congratulations Emma, thats another thing that you have messed up.
Can't stop thinking about the past. I'd give anything for things to be how they were. To have her back in my life. To have my dad here and not with that idiot. To see her happy again. To have not started self harming. To have never told her about this.
Can't stop these thoughts. I can't control anything anymore. Loosing my way and falling fast.
I'm so pathetic and useless. No point in even trying anymore. Want someone to hug me and tell me things are ok. But i have noone. They either hate me or i've pushed them away.
already full of pills and in pain may aswell take the rest
Can't stop thinking about the past. I'd give anything for things to be how they were. To have her back in my life. To have my dad here and not with that idiot. To see her happy again. To have not started self harming. To have never told her about this.
Can't stop these thoughts. I can't control anything anymore. Loosing my way and falling fast.
I'm so pathetic and useless. No point in even trying anymore. Want someone to hug me and tell me things are ok. But i have noone. They either hate me or i've pushed them away.
already full of pills and in pain may aswell take the rest
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Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:20 PM by Everglow. -
Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:24 PM by Magical Forest. -
Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:33 PM by WhisperingSilence -
:hug: :hug: :hug:
You're amazing.
I know it's hard to get through some things, but you're strong.
You can do this.
<3Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:33 PM by Stargazed. -
Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:39 PM by Just Peachy.