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I just don't get it? *Trig*

Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:17 PM by Anatidaephobia

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Should never have sent that text. Should never have said anything to her. Said to much. She hates me now. Well congratulations Emma, thats another thing that you have messed up.

Can't stop thinking about the past. I'd give anything for things to be how they were. To have her back in my life. To have my dad here and not with that idiot. To see her happy again. To have not started self harming. To have never told her about this.

Can't stop these thoughts. I can't control anything anymore. Loosing my way and falling fast.

I'm so pathetic and useless. No point in even trying anymore. Want someone to hug me and tell me things are ok. But i have noone. They either hate me or i've pushed them away.

already full of pills and in pain may aswell take the rest

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1. 	Emma, you are so amazing. So amazing. I'm sorry you're feeling this way but you're strong, and more than capable of getting through this. I wish I could hug you and make it all better, honey. I love you. <3
   	Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:20 PM by Everglow.

2. 	You can have all the hugs you need from me xx
   	Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:24 PM by Magical Forest.

3. 	Things will get better I promise keep fighting.
   	Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:33 PM by WhisperingSilence

4. 	:hug: :hug: :hug: You're amazing. I know it's hard to get through some things, but you're strong. You can do this. <3
   	Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:33 PM by Stargazed.

5. 	I'm sorry you're feeling so down. You're very amazing. And I adore you loads! <3
   	Posted August 28th 2011 at 10:39 PM by Just Peachy.

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