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Posted August 29th 2011 at 09:36 PM by Anatidaephobia
Sat here crying....again. Feel so pathetic. Today hasn't been to bad. I feel low and still want to feel pain and OD so badly but i forced myself to leave the house, met up with some friends. Had a few laughs. Decided that it would be a good idea to have a wheres wally themed party and everyone dress up a wally 
Made me laugh. My sister may have it for her birthday 
I'm not sure how i feel right now. Thinking about things, everything seems so messed up. Feel shakey and horrible. Want to go throw up. Just feel disgusting. I know that much.
When will this end?
Made me laugh. My sister may have it for her birthday I'm not sure how i feel right now. Thinking about things, everything seems so messed up. Feel shakey and horrible. Want to go throw up. Just feel disgusting. I know that much.
When will this end?
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I'm so incredibly proud of you for today, it's a step in the right direction sweet. Keep fighting, you can pull through this one xxxxPosted August 29th 2011 at 09:41 PM by Palmolive
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I'm so proud of you for getting out and having fun! It can be hard to do that, but I'm so glad you did. You're strong, you know. So strong. You know you can always talk to me when you need too. You can tell me a random story again, or vent to me. Either way, I love you<3
Posted August 29th 2011 at 09:47 PM by Just Peachy.
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that where's wally party sounds so much fun.Posted August 29th 2011 at 09:53 PM by WhisperingSilence
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Emma I am so proud of you for getting out and having a good time.
You deserved to smile and laugh.
You can talk to me anytime. About anything. Happy or sad or mad. Anything.
I love you<3Posted August 29th 2011 at 11:19 PM by Stargazed.
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im so glad you went out with some friends.
You can get through this. i know you can.
Stay strong. <3Posted August 30th 2011 at 12:18 AM by Lumos.
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Emma step by step you will pull through. And believe me the feeling of even a little bit of achievement is so powerful it blocks out all other feelings. I got discharged from the hospital today and feel a lot better than i have done in ages despite havin overdosed twice lastweek and ending up in A&E. Things do change and the harder you try the better life will be. I know you can do it emma, you can. Focus on the important things in your life.
Academically this is a new year. Go into school chin up and head high and show them what you are made of. There's no way anybody can overpower you Emma, you're in control and you can do this. Love you so much darling. Look after yourself well, it's only you who can <3 xxxxxxPosted August 31st 2011 at 06:10 PM by x_sepi_x
