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Your horrible Emma!

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Posted July 10th 2011 at 05:25 PM by Anatidaephobia


I'm falling apart right now but i can't let anyone see that. I have to keep it together somehow but its getting so much harder to fake a smile and pretend that everythings ok. I guess i have no choice though. I have to be ok...I am ok. If i say it enough times maybe i'll believe it. Who knows.
I'm just not coping at all at the moment. I'm on a self destruct mode and noone seems to even notice. I suppose i like that really. I mean if noone notices noone can stop me and i'm free to do whatever i like. I've pushed preactically everyone away anyway so i highly doubt anyone will notice.
I'm not going to say anymore. I've already said enough anyway. Stop been selfish Emma! Just stop destroying everything! You're horrible!
Don't want to be alive anymore. Don't see the point in fighting the inevitable if i'm honest.
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    Emma, i wish i could change how you feel. I've told you so many times how amazing, beautiful and lovely you are and i wish you could see yourself the way everyone else sees you.

    Please don't try to fight this on your own, talk to people and let them try to help. People care about you emma, i care about you and i want to be here to help you when things get hard.

    You're an amazing person and you never have to be alone. If you let people know how you feel then they can try to help but if you keep everything a secret then noone will know. Please try to keep fighting.
    I believe in you. <3
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    Posted July 10th 2011 at 05:42 PM by Victoria ♥ Victoria ♥ is offline
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    You're not destroying anything. People care about you, we care about you, and I wish I was there to tell you. I know you are strong-I know you can make it through, you just have to see how wonderful you are.
    PLEASE PM me if you need, I'm here for you lovely!
    -Traci
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    Posted July 10th 2011 at 06:01 PM by Coffee. Coffee. is offline
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    your not horrid, or selfish. and you don't destroy anything. don't give up. keep fighting. things will get better.
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    Posted July 10th 2011 at 08:57 PM by WhisperingSilence WhisperingSilence is offline
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    Emma, I wish you could see things differently, I wish you could see into my thoughts and realize how special you are, I wish you could see everyone elses thoughts and see how much they love and care about you. I wish you could see what a wanderful person you are and how you are not selfish, horrible or anything bad you have ever called yourself. Please hang on in there, things will get better if you give it time! Just don't give up, keep on going, for you are worth it Emma! I love you <3
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    Posted July 11th 2011 at 07:58 PM by Troubled_Heart Troubled_Heart is offline
 
 
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