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Posted July 20th 2011 at 10:49 AM by Anatidaephobia
Supposed to be in school can't handle it right now. Just had a huge breakdown in the doctors. Felt so stupid. I don't cry I just don't. I don't know who I am anymore. Everyone says they're worried about me and I shouldn't be thinking like this. I don't want to be like this. I've pushed everyone away when I need people most and I can't stop there stupid images. I'm going to have to go fake a smile and go into school now. Pretend everythings ok.
Buying more pills tonight. Can't do this.
Need someone to hold me and tell me it's going to be ok. I feel so alone right now. I need to cut, can't ignore all these urges anymore.
Sorry.
Buying more pills tonight. Can't do this.
Need someone to hold me and tell me it's going to be ok. I feel so alone right now. I need to cut, can't ignore all these urges anymore.
Sorry.
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Honey you are amazing. You can get through this, I know you can. Stay strong hun, believe in you. <3Posted July 20th 2011 at 10:50 AM by Everglow.
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You CAN do this. I know you can. You are in control. You can get help, you can try and stop this, you can stop yourself from buying pills. I know its really really hard but you can sweetness.
I believe in you.Posted July 20th 2011 at 10:52 AM by Palmolive
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Emma, I promise it'll get better
Stay strong hun
You're amazing <3Posted July 20th 2011 at 04:52 PM by ALittleLost
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things will be okay in the end, keep fighting, you can do this.Posted July 20th 2011 at 05:38 PM by WhisperingSilence
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Hey lovely, it's okay! We're here, you haven't pushed us away.
You can get through it, it is worth it, things will get better. Stay strong tonight!!!
-TraciPosted July 20th 2011 at 08:37 PM by Coffee.
