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Lies, lies, lies (Trig)

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Posted June 3rd 2011 at 08:18 PM by Anatidaephobia


I always told myself i would be a better person. That i wouldn't end up like him. That i would be better than he said i was. I guess he was right. He said i was a lier. Well i am i am lying saying that i'm ok so that people will leave me alone and i can be free to destroy myself however i want to. He said i was a bad person, well thats certainly true. I am horrible. I hate today. Tomorrow will be even harder. I don't know how to cope.

Arm hurts, head hurts, feel sick, shaking, holding back the tears. I hate this i hate these thoughts. The images. Flashbacks. Lies secrets. cutting. Burning, purging, stavation. It's a mess...i'm a mess. I'm literally on the edge. I don't trust myself. I'm selfish and horrible. Maybe i should do whats best for everyone.
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    Please don't do it Emma. You're stronger than that sweetie.
    Forget him. Forget what he said. It's not true. You are beautiful. xxx
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    Posted June 4th 2011 at 12:42 PM by x_sepi_x x_sepi_x is offline
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    who ever told you that your a bad person has told you lies! your not a bad person, your not horrid, your not selfish, your not a lier, i think everyone tells people they are ok when they are really not ok.
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    Posted June 4th 2011 at 04:59 PM by WhisperingSilence WhisperingSilence is offline
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    You're one of the best people I know Emma, you're strong, you're brave and you're brilliant, without you I don't know where I would be, you keep me going and I love you <3 Please keep going, that is what is best, best for me, best for you, best for everyone, you are worthy Emma, and if he can't see that he's not worth it. Please be strong like I know you can be! <3 <3 <3 <3
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    Posted June 4th 2011 at 09:29 PM by Troubled_Heart Troubled_Heart is offline
 
 
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