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Lalalalala...I'm not listening to you Emma (Trig)

Posted June 1st 2011 at 11:24 PM by Anatidaephobia

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There is so much going on in my head i feel like it's going to explode. Can't handle this much longer.

This week just keeps getting worse. I'm scared that on monday i won't go to my exam. There is a railways about 5 minutes away from the school. I can't fail if i go there. Shouldn't be alone right now. But i am lying to everyone. "I'm ok" Yeah you're so stupid. People are so gullable sometimes. I don't feel safe and you believe whatever i tell you. Would you believe me if i said i was a human tree that could walk and talk? No so why believe that i am ok when i look a state.

I'm trying to hold on i really am but right now i want to listen to the voice that's telling me i would be better of dead. I don't know what i have to live for anymore....I'm so tired

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1. 	You deserve so much more than this Emma, really you do. Im so sorry things have been horrible lately but please dont give in. I believe in you <3
   	Posted June 1st 2011 at 11:35 PM by L'espoir

2. 	Hold on sweetheart, I love you <3 Wish I ould fix things for you, but I can't. Hold your head high and keep fighting. You can do this!
   	Posted June 1st 2011 at 11:58 PM by

3. 	Hold on love, you can do this! Exams are almost over, and then you can relax. Maybe you should tell someone the truth sometime? Maybe a lot more people would care than you think. We all do, and we love you, just keep swimming! <3 -Traci
   	Posted June 2nd 2011 at 05:39 AM by Coffee.

4. 	Emma, i know you're not okay. Please talk to me, i am here. You CAN get through this and things CAN get better. Please keep fighting, you're stronger than you think . <3
   	Posted June 2nd 2011 at 01:13 PM by Victoria ♥

5. 	Emma you have got so much to live for. I know you can't see it but you have. Next week me and you are gonna go to our exams and give it our absolute best. we are not gonna let these fuckin thoughts mess up our heads even more. Love you so much and i really wanna help you. Text or call me whenever you need to babe, i'm always here <3 xxx
   	Posted June 2nd 2011 at 08:45 PM by x_sepi_x

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