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Posted May 24th 2011 at 08:53 PM by Anatidaephobia
I am so unbelievably frightened right now. But i am going to admit the truth on Thursday in my meeting with my CPN and i am going to see if i can find my favourite teacher in between my exams tomorrow and i will tell her. Something made me realise the other day that i have to try and fight this. I know i am not alone. It feels like it but i know i'm not. I have to fight this for everyone who needs me or has helped me. I have to be strong.
Tomorrow i am going to fight but tonight i can't resist, already sliced my arm to pieces today. It hurts so much. I can't stop though. Tonight i am going to cut my other arm to shread and OD for the last time. The urges are so strong now, i simply can't just ignore them. So tonight iwon't but as of tomorrow i am going to try so hard to fight this.
You have to Emma, you a stupid selfish cow. You're useless...YOU HAVE TO FIGHT THIS!
Tomorrow i am going to fight but tonight i can't resist, already sliced my arm to pieces today. It hurts so much. I can't stop though. Tonight i am going to cut my other arm to shread and OD for the last time. The urges are so strong now, i simply can't just ignore them. So tonight iwon't but as of tomorrow i am going to try so hard to fight this.
You have to Emma, you a stupid selfish cow. You're useless...YOU HAVE TO FIGHT THIS!
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You're wrong. you don't have to do this for us. you have to do this for you. Yes, we want you to be happy and safe, but you more than anyone need to be okay with this. You can do this Emma, you really can.
I'm glad you're going to try and stop. You should try and stop from now though, take it slowly, work your way up. And don't OD. If you have already, go to the hospital.
I love you so much.Posted May 24th 2011 at 10:07 PM by Everglow.
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Baby girl,
You can do this! I believe in you! I know that you are struggling so much right now, but you're not alone. We are all here for you! I'm always here for you!
Baby you know how to contact me if and whenever you are struggling. I love you soo much hun! Hang in there<3Posted May 25th 2011 at 01:05 AM by Euphoria
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Try your best to be safe tonight! I'm so proud of you that you are fighting for tomorrow! You deserve it. You are not selfish or useless, you are beautiful, strong, compassionate, and deserve to not feel this pain anymore. You can make it!
PM me if you ever need, loove you!
-TraciPosted May 25th 2011 at 03:22 AM by Coffee.
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Please stay safe. I know it's easy to think you need to go out with a bang since you're going to work at stopping. But you don't need it. Hang in there.
I think it's great that you're reaching out! That's such an amazing thing. And I know it's hard and it's scary. But it'll be so worth it in the long run.
Keep us updated <3Posted May 25th 2011 at 04:37 AM by Anomaly
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Emma sweetie i am so proud of you. You're gonna beat this. I know you are honey. Keep tight, you can do this.
Love you so much <3 xxxPosted May 25th 2011 at 06:48 AM by x_sepi_x
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This is great you're getting help! Tomorrow my PDM is in and I'm going to talk to her! I'm really proud of you Emma! This news has made my day and taken away my urges to cut! I want you to know I'm here for you, through the good and the bad! I love you so so much <3 <3 Well Done
Posted May 25th 2011 at 05:06 PM by Troubled_Heart
