[Triggering] Another night

My hear races as your walking in the doors.
Im afraid.

You just give me that sadistic look.
Making my flesh crawl.

My arms being twisted behind me.
I can feel my body being bent over the bed.

Grasping the matress trying to escape your
forceful grip.

Suddenly I feel It.
A sharp pain in my side.

A needle pressed into my skin burning me,
stinging.

Whimpering in pain.
I still don't know what it is that you use to drug me with.

All i know is it burns, makes me sore.
My whole body feels like collapsing.

Dragging me around like a rag doll until im exactly how you want me.

My sweat and tears are of nothing to you.
In fact you like it.

taking my abused wrists and tying them to the bed post.
Making me feel so useless.
I can't stop you.

My legs spread like a dirty magazine.
I feel nasty, gross.
Im so vulnerable.

Brreathing heavily, begging for mercy as you find what your looking for between my legs.

Back and forth.
prepearing me for what your going to do.

turning me over, Im laying on my chest.
Wishing I could just die.

Strugling to free my bloodied wrists.
Your inside me.

Making my back arch, my legs kicking to be free.
You just keep going deeper.

Making my screams louder.
Taking all my innocence, whatever was even left.

My pride is shattered.
I feel so weak and pathetic.

Im so confused...