Im sorry

Your eyes are burning through my flesh.
I can't speak.
Im stuttering, choking out the words.
Im afraid you wont like what I say.
That I'll speak of something you didn't want to hear.

You'll get mad.

I constantly try my hardest to please you.
I always seem to fail.
I just don't understand what you want from me.

I swallow hard trying to force myself to walk into the same room as you.
I am so scared that you will hate the way I look.
Punishing me for dressing some way, for the way I look.

Its happend to many times before.

I can never do anything right in your eyes..
I just want you to want me like a son.
You sure as hell don't treat me as one.

You treat my like dirt.
Make me feel sick, till my stomach turns to acid.

What have I done?
Im so sorry.