[Triggering] 3 A.M.

I lay in bed curled tightly.
I pull the covers over my face.
I can hear your footsteps on the stairs, I cant help but stare at the clock.
The flashing lights telling me the time.
3 a.m.
Its time.

I try to calm myself, I try not to breathe so loud.
I can feel you in my room, Im frozen.

The red blanket that once covered me, slowly moving backwards slightly grazing my neck, intensifying my fear.

Your touch is gentle at first as you peel me out of the enclosed position im in.
Your touch is enough to give me chills.
It feels like needles piercing deep into my skin.

You kiss my neck, saliva runnning down.
you start to kiss my forehead, then my cheek, down to my jaw until your lips are pressed against mine.
You whisper, get ready.

You grab my body and slam me onto my chest, yanking off my boxers.
Holding on to the bed sheets I can feel my cheecks burning from the tears that now stream from my face.

My ankles shaky from were your pulling them apart tightly in your fist.
Crawling on top of me.

My body arches with the sudden pain, Your holding tightly to my hips, pressing me down. Gripping my bed sheets tighter than before trying not to scream.

Deeper, and deeper, my body shaking.
Im sweating and can feel myself bleeding.
Choking on my own tears, your laughing at me.

Kissing my back, I can feel your salva all over me.
I feel so dirty.

Your finally satisfied.
You leave me alone, torn.
I grab my sheets to cover my naked, bruised body.

I won't sleep tonight.
The pain won't allow it.
I hope your happy.